Thursday, July 23, 2009
I'm Back after like so long. Fucking stress with my Projects. Sigh.
2wks ago, someone commited sucide at ard 2 blks away from my hse, cos I heard she got cancer in the last stage. Sigh. 南无阿弥陀佛.Somehow that let me think 人生无常 and what's my purpose of living. Why is it that all of us gonna work so hard for many many years, but in the end, we will get nth & just become ashes. Anw, that's life. Though my life on this world is short, I must make my life meaningful & worth. Somehow I really wish to become a monk some day, where I'll not have any worries and troubles, free myself from this worldly illusion. But frankly speaking, everyday will never be Sunday, where you'll be always happy. Happiness will defintely comes to an end after some time. Life is cruel :(
I'm flooded with projects this few wks...UCCD, SSM, RWPS & soon MR projects. WTF. 命苦啊~~~
I have been staying till almost 2am every single night this wk to do my UCCD Workshop + Presentation + Report. Then in the end, ucccd presentation is CANCELED due to H1N1 in SB.
Last tueday went to Mind Cafe with GL, CP, KL, Jasmine & April to do our SSM projects. Have great fun there as we played the different boardgames. But ** didn't play cos he's emo-ing over somebody. *Cough* LOLOLOL. Life is really unpredictable. You never know what will happen every single day. And I'm sure my dear friend will never think of telling her that something on that day. LOL. Anw, they have a good ending...at least his effort & love for her is not wasted. All this is becos he have the courage to tell her his feelings & chu his stunt. Haha. Anw, as for me, I'll always have this regret in my heart for not taking up my courage to do what I'm supposed to do then & take the neccessary actions. So this is what happened now. lol. But if time is able to travel back, I'll not be who I used to be that time.
Btw, I was told that Sch will be cancel tml due to one confirm case of H1N1 in my lec group. Horray? Maybe Yes but maybe No too.Cos UCCD presentation cancel tml, but this will mean next wk will be damn stress! RWPS presentation & FMA CA 2 on Tue; Wed on SSM presentation; UCCD presentation on Fri. Actually I knew the guy who kena H1N1...he's from my gems de. Anw, it'll wonderful if he kena H1N1 on Mon...then this whole wk will be holiday! Haha. Now gonna 'enjoy' my one day off from sch. Anw, we'll be going Chirs' hse tml cos he's throwing his 18th bday party. Then we'll be staying over at his nice landed property tml night. :)
"ENJOY" cos UCCD, RWPS, SSM presentation & FMA CA 2 are next wk, then in abt a month, it's where our final exam come. Tsk tsk tsk.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
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